[ the tears come unbidden. minako tries to stop it, of course, hates herself for crying, for being this weak. she feels that way more and more often, lately.
she wants to throw her bracelet across the room, shut out the world, force isolation on herself because being everything to everyone has never worked and that only leaves one way to deal, doesn't it? and surely it's what she deserves, minako thinks. she's poison, the best thing she ever did for the world was die. and even that hurt everyone around her more than anything else she could have done to them.
but she keeps her device on hand, headphones shoved on as she sits in the dark and finally lets herself cry, not bothering to try to stop it now. she loses track of time, doesn't know how long it takes for yukari to answer. but when it comes through, she answers in kind. ]
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she wants to throw her bracelet across the room, shut out the world, force isolation on herself because being everything to everyone has never worked and that only leaves one way to deal, doesn't it? and surely it's what she deserves, minako thinks. she's poison, the best thing she ever did for the world was die. and even that hurt everyone around her more than anything else she could have done to them.
but she keeps her device on hand, headphones shoved on as she sits in the dark and finally lets herself cry, not bothering to try to stop it now. she loses track of time, doesn't know how long it takes for yukari to answer. but when it comes through, she answers in kind. ]
i love you so much and im so sorry
i miss you