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minako arisato ⬤ persona 3 portable
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[piercedyourheart]

[ yukari still feels responsible, but she knows this isn't the time to counter with that, not when minako is actually opening up about how low she feels. she'll swallow the guilt, for now. ]

you arent a burden
and you wont ever be a burden to me
im here to help carry whatever burden you have. thats what i want to do as your gf and friend

[ a brief pause before: ]

the hardest part of not feeling okay is admitting that youre not okay
which youre doing and im proud of you
but maybe the next step is finding someone you feel comfortable talking about how youre feeling to. even if its not one of us
youve said stuff like this before like when you said you were the worst. it worries me a lot.
you deserve to feel as happy as you make us

[foolaround]

[ she presses the heel of her palm over her eyes in succession, taking a deep breath. there are a lot of brutal, self-eviscerating things she wants to say right now, that feel right, like the only response that can be made. ]

okay
like a psychologist?

[ the subtext of what yukari is saying is... pretty clear, frankly. ]

[piercedyourheart]

[ that isn't...immediate rejection. she pushes onward: ]

yeah
i mean i dont remember if thats what theyre called
i kinda remember some people saying mom and i should see someone after dad
we never did but

anyway
they might be able to help

[foolaround]

maybe

[ some hesitation, and: ]

they had me talk to people sometimes when i was in the system
but they didnt care

i got good at giving them the right answers

[piercedyourheart]

yeah. i understand that.

[ "sorry, my house isn't good for hanging out, but maybe next time"; "don't worry, i'm just kinda tired"; "yeah, i'm doing great!" ]

i think it might be different here
there isnt as much pressure to be like everyone else
people just do whatever they want and no one cares

you dont have to go obviously
thats your choice
i love you no matter what


and i should go myself.

[foolaround]

i love you too

[ a pause. ]

ill go if you will

[piercedyourheart]

[ the dots bounce for a minute until: ]

okay
i'll go